still so far outta reach
July 2010
“
If endear is earned
and is meant to identify
two halves
then it composes
one meaning
which means
a token
a knot
a note
a noting in the head
of how it feels
to have your heart
be the dear one
“I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love”
—Jonathan Safran Foer (via messycomposition) (via loveyourchaos)
“don’t you just hate nights like that, when you think over every mistake you’ve made, every hurt you’ve received, every bit of meanness you’ve dealt out? there’s no profit in it, no point to it, and you need sleep.”
—sookie stackhouse
they say,
bad things happen for a reason. but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.
“Know that nothing lasts forever, we should be grateful for the time we have together. But is that enough to keep me from crying, is that enough to keep me from lying awake at night?”
—Conor Oberst (via blua) (via thequotecollector)
Unloveable
The Smiths
Unlovable - The Smiths
“Since everything is a reflection of our minds, everything can be changed by our minds”
—Buddha (via thequotecollector)
today,
i learned about friends and friendship. friends don’t go behind your back to talk shit about you. but they do go behind your back to make plans to surprise you and visit you and see you when they know you need them the most. i’m incredibly lucky to have the most amazing friends in my life and i can only hope that i’m just as good a friend to them as they are to me. they’ve accepted me for all my faults and mistakes and love me no matter what. so thank you to everyone who’s been there for me this past week and thank you to the friends who’ve seen through my happy facade and have been around to make sure i’m okay. i love you all.
“there were ghosts in the eyes of all the boys you sent away, they haunt this dusty beach road in the skeleton frames of burned out chevrolets. they scream your name at night in the street. your graduation gown lies in rags at their feet and in the lonely cool before dawn, you hear their engines roaring on. but when you get to the porch they’re gone on the wind.”
— bruce springsteen
try,
and tell us we’re not jersey girls and we might slap you. nothing better than the windows down, driving down ocean avenue late at night, blasting bruce and belting the lyrics at the top of your lungs with your bestfriend. every song and lyric seems to pertain to our own lives and we sing along without inhibition, knowing that one day it’s all going to fall into place and be okay.
